Oh The Dream...

Today was certainly a better day then yesterday. I had no negativity thrown my way in my pursuit of happiness if you will. In fact I received alot of positivity, understanding and I think acceptance.
I made it a point today to make more of an effort to pursue this dream and did some research to see exactly where this school was located so that I could scot out homes and daycare since I will be taking my MissContessa with me (well my other dahlins too if they want to come). And I also sent out an email to the College with several questions pertaining to the deadlines of submission of my portfolio. The school is so amazing and absolutely accomodating. They recommended some websites for housing and daycare and told me that my portfolio does not have to be submitted until the very least of six weeks prior to the start date! Which gives me more then enough time to tackle these projects.
Meanwhile I could not help but day dream of one day going to Paris and studying Fashion! My ideal, my dream would be to study the art alongside Karl Lagenfeld of the House of Coco Chanel! I luvs him so much and think that he is an absolutely amazing designer...probably my most inspiration! LUVS HIM...
I didn't do any sketching today but have lots of ideas in my brain that I need to put down on paper...also my dear friend Cheryl and I went to take a look at patterns today at the only place up here in the NORTHFUCKINPOLE that sells patterns FUCKIN WALMART and we came up with some simple and hopefully easy things to sew (especially because I can't sew worth shit) and found some materials (although I haven't purchased them yet) that would go with the designs for now. Although the more I think of it the more I want to add and change a little of the designs to make them more me. Well we will see how that goes. Guess I will have to sketch out what I envision and see where that takes me.
I also must say that my bestest friend Nici was on hand this night to direct me in telling me what the fuck certain terminology was with regards to the patterns like interfacing! What the fuck is that I asked? lol...she is the greatest seamstress I know of! Thank god for her! Luvs her... 
I also purchased some things so that I can organize my beads for my 3 dimensional piece. Which reminds me that I have some more sketching to do on that piece because I am trying to learn how to execute what I envision. Cheryl and I took some pictures of jewls in FUCKINWALMART of some sort of nice pieces so that maybe I can draw upon them for technique...but I must say that my inspiration comes from the House of Coco Chanel herself! She was such an amazing designer and I luvs her...
Aaaaaawwwww my MissKehaya was so cute today! She said, "mom you don't have to pay for my birthday party because I want you to save you money for Fashion School!" Bless her heart! I luvs her so much as she is always thinking of me when she senses I am passionate about something! *DON'T YOU WORRY BABY MOMMY WILL ALWAYS MAKE YOUR BIRTHDAYS SOMETHING TO ABSOLUTELY CELEBRATE!*
Luvs my family so much!


Mwah Mwah Dahlins...


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